Do you think that there is any truth to the claims that the end of days are upon us? I mean...every single generation seems to feel that way about things happening in their time and they swear that it is the end of all we know it, yet it never happens. That doesn't mean that it never will or cant happen. I just think that people are afraid of change so much that they cant see anything but doom when there it to much change. The world needs to adjust in some things, of that we can at least agree. We need to take better care of our earth and start cleaning up our act with what we use and what we put back into the earth. That is a given and I don't think anyone would be against going green. We need to learn to communicate with more clarity and respect and be direct in what we want or need. I think we take too much attention trying to paint a picture for people to see instead of just saying this is what we need, this is what we want, this is how we are going to do it. We have built ourselves up to be these complex people with so much going on in our lives, and when we don't have enough going on we create things to fill up our time. Busy, busy busy all the time. We need to stop and take a breath and realize the things that truly matter. Like life, like education, like fairness and respect and dignity and trying to better the world we share. We need to focus on family, and take root of it. So many bail out and give up or move on or cheat. There is no loyalty to the oaths that we make, the promises we make, and there are no longer any consequences for breaking them. We need to encourage unity and staying together, in raising our children together and helping one another. We need a moral compass to follow when things get hard and we have seemed to lost that somewhere. it would be so easy to blame technology for loosing contact with each other and ourselves and I definitely think it played a part but we ultimately choose to be this way and as much as technology has tainted who we are it is also helping us. The more we learn and grow the better it is working out for the planet. The green movement is underfoot and people are paying attention to what is in their food, what they build with, what to do with their waste. So I cant say that technology is the root of all evil, we just have abused the privilege in some areas and need to break the cycle. For me, It has been almost a full year with out a cell phone. I lost it for the I don't know how many times...and I just thought, why do I have this. My whole life centers around this device. My face is glued to it and I just got so tired of it. I didn't replace it. I got a house phone, and I only gave my number out to close family and friends, I don't list it. I don't have a hundred calls a day and im lucky if im on the phone 3 times a month. I talk to people face to face now, they come to visit. I focus on what is going on and if I feel the need to take a picture I get my tablet. I have a computer that I use to write, but I mostly hand write in my spare time. I go through 4-6 notebooks a month, just thinking of ideas for a book..or starting a project or research for a book. I have callouses on my hands from my pen. I refused to take part in the new wave and yes at times I am slower to learn things, but I can always go on my computer and google it so Im not totally out of the loop. I still need to know what is happening, you cant totally cut yourself off from technology or you will never keep up with the world. But you can make a choice to control how much of you it controls. I feel more in tune with people as I watch them all on their phones where ever we go out. I don't have that. I can look around and see what is happening, how much people miss. I remember I was out and we were watching a fight, as soon as the fight was over they stopped looking at the tv and were on their phones..a thousand tiny lights lit up the room. A few were still watching the tv to, but I just thought..your missing it. The room was full of people rallied together to root one or the other on, cheering and nail biting and high fives and smiles from ear to ear. The energy was electric and all they wanted was to be the first to post the news. It just made me so sad. As people, we don't have our priorities together at all, we don't have a good base or foundation to our moral standards, we have little tact or care in how we represent ourselves,, and everyone wants the last word in.
As the world continues to grow more vicious, and more and more sad and terrible things happen, the more we will break in character. The anger will take root so deep, that hatred will be the compass in to which most follow. They will no longer care to see peace or work for it because so much has happened, so much has been lost. Those that try for peace will be shunned and silenced because it will be the last remaining voice of their conscience that they no longer care to hear. Those that refuse to help will be cut out or considered weak, and they will have to watch as their people destroy each other, some themselves will break and cross over to the rage. Others will end their lives because baring the downfall of goodness will be too much for them. Others will be made examples of, die horribly and brutally begging until the end for them to believe they can change..they will be made martyrs that keeps the remaining going. Maybe some will act as spies and try to over throw the war, try to stop it, maybe even die to end it all. But in the end, what happens? What is left of us? Who is the last to stand. Will it be a stance with angry bitterness or one with an oath to never allow this to happen again? Im not sure. I don't know anything. I don't have facts to say, look here this is what is happening now and this is what will happen five years from now. I don't think anyone is capable of that. I don't think anyone ever gets the answers, I think the whole point is to find those answers yourself. 20/20 hindsight is everything, I wish I was able to show you that..like look what happens if we do this or change that, but again..I don't think that is how it will work or ever has worked. People will come to claim to know things, they will give you a long list of fancy facts and stun you with their know how..but the truth is...they know nothing..none of us do. We failed to learn what we needed to learn to stop this, so we need to figure it out now. No one will come and say..do this and all will be well. Even if Jesus came..walked up to us. He wouldn't hand it out to us, he would say that we need to make some changes, he would make us work for it because by working for it you learn, you grow and you experience. Who ever says to you..I can give you everything you need and want and you will never have to lift a finger...is lying to you. Its an illusion, they want something, and most likely something you would never willingly give, that is why they wrap it up so nice for you. If it is too good to be true..then...its false. The only way you can know truth is being spoken, is it usually involves a bit of service or struggle to over come..working with what you have with others. And when your finished, you have learned more than you imagined, that's the truth. No one wants to hear the hard part or do the hard part..but it must be heard and done..because that is the way of life..no matter how much you invent. No matter how much you make, there is no easy in right. Right is earned. Don't ever forget that.
I don't know which doom will come to us. Will it be by our own hand, or will it be out of our hands. Either way, it scares the crap out of me and Im hoping for the best. If we all must go, make it quick and painless, if some must go, take the ones to pure to bare a fight, if many will go, I hope it is the ones that mean harm and not the ones done harm upon. I hope beyond hope for a great many things. Hope is the one thing we will all need no matter what happens. I don't know if anything will, or if it is just another crazy time in history. I just know what I feel. I just know that some where out there others have been feeling it to. What is happening, how have we gotten so lost, so mean and so cruel. I don't want this darkness hanging over all our heads anymore. But im powerless to stop any of it. I don't know how or where to start and I think we all might feel that way. Were lost on the what to do, where to go, how can we help part. There is so much confusion. No one knows what to believe or what to expect or think about things that happen. I think were even becoming desensitized to the extremity we have become. It just boggles the mind how many have died..for what? Because someone wanted to make an example of their power. Since when did having power mean life is worthless? All the great people in power had dedicated their lives and their time into making the world better for everyone else and everyone else's families above their own. They took their responsibility to heart and made it worth something. How is killing everyone and putting fear into the world going to make you successful for the long haul. Have you never heard of Hitler? Your people will over throw you, your people will get fed up. The brave will challenge and fight back. It is human nature to protect the ones we love and our home. Every ruler to rule in fear has died because of the very way they did things. The greats lived long after their deaths with their people, in the monuments, in the stories and with the pride and respect they had for the person in power. There is only one power anyway, but there are people needed to step up and be in a leadership role. These people born with the principals and things needed to fulfill their destiny, so if the good can do that, then so can the evil. And they to are born with the things needed to try and destroy progress and create trouble and fear. It is always a dance, no matter what generation you are from. The question is, does good always beat evil? I sincerely hope so.
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
Monday, July 18, 2016
A calling to my fellows.....
I am a very frustrated middle aged women. I find the lack of knowledge in the younger generation about women's rights and activism to be down right wrong on all of our parts. I think the strict and unfair rules of some of the older generations are embarrassing and slowing our movement. But over all I am so damn sick that it is 2016 and we are still not equal fully. I mean really..how long will this take? How many more years until it is unfair for any male to make more than a women on the same level? How many years until the insurance quote isn't about if your a male or if your a female..and the difference in price. It is just plain maddening and I want to scream half the time/ Instead I say nothing and walk away. The sad fact is there is so much going on all the time around all of us..who can compete with it. You have the trump and Hillary people at war with each other..the blacks are all pissed off at me cause im white..and everyone who is white is supposed to be a raciest. Then you have the gun right people at war with each other to..then all the shootings and attacks and sick messed up shit going on. The great gay movement fro bathrooms is drumming on. Immigrant bashing and closing the border protests every where..people out of work and low on money complaining...just a tornado of issues spinning around and around and around.
I just watch people, and I listen. Half the time I try to speak my mind I am spoken over. I don't know if that is because I am a women, and a soft voiced one at that or if my views are just not something they want to hear because it usually is the opposite approach and one with a peaceful nature. WHY is everyone so mad..so ready to pick up and flood the gates. I mean really...is it that bad?. And is that going to help anyone? No. Obviously we all need to work on our communication skills and then maybe we wont have these issues. I think the whole world needs anger management and communication therapy. For real.
I think a lot about where the world is headed in this day and age and for my future. It is really hard to stomach the fact that I don't see much good in it. I hope for it and I pray for it but when I picture it in my head, I cant see sunshine and rainbows. Not for me in my life time and not for my children. There is such a deep rooted sadness in me. I cant figure it out. I don't know if it is because I believe that humanity as dwindled. And compassion is sizzling out..as well as respect and honor. All the things that once existed, how people once treated one another, it will never be that way again. I feel like the angels are just weeping all the time, if that makes any damn sense to anyone. I mean..look at this world. It is so dark, so angry and bitter, and full of greed and resentment, there is no respect for life..no respect for people. Violence is every where..evilness..just plain black souls. And they come in many..then thousands..now millions. Im just shaking my head. What do I do, how can I..little me do anything to stop this. I just want to wave my hands..scream out.. "STOP IT PLEASE. JUST STOP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR ONE MINUTE> ENOUGH NOW....LET IT GO. COME BACK TO THE LIGHT>>COME BACK TO KINDNESS AND GRACE. BECAUSE WERE KILLING OURSELVES HERE." But even if I did. No one would listen to me. I would be shoved aside and told to shut up or they would march on angrily around me as if I had never said a word. Because people don't want to be stopped or questioned anymore. They have already chosen which way they want to be. And I have never felt more alone in my life. I know that there is good here to, others who feel the way I do..and also feel alone. I take comfort in that..that although we live to our own paths, were all in this together still. Maybe one day our numbers will rise up, that people will take a minute to think and choose peace when making choices. I pray for that every day..in my heart I have faith that we are still capable of that. But it will be a fight..a deep rooted struggle and I know that in someway I have a part to play in it..maybe just for my own life..but I feel like writing or speaking about it will reach others. Maybe spark an idea that gives us cause to fight back against what we don't want to tolerate anymore...what we want to rid the future of. How can we save ourselves from damnation. I have no idea. It is above my level or capacity to know that lol. But I really wish I knew what direction to go. I wish I didn't feel so lost. I guess I just have to dig in and find a reason to fight for. To feel that drive push me to do what I have to do..in what ever way I can to help. Maybe it is small..but every small..every big part makes up the whole. I must look at the big picture..think hard..and prepare for what I fear most. War. I have not slept soundly in quite some time. I don't think I ever will again. A heavy conscience and a saddened soul..knowing there is more ugly coming..and hoping beyond all hope that you are wrong. This is reality. I wont shy from it, I wont run from it. I will learn to harbor in it and grow strength for the fight. I will not go quietly into the dark...I will light up the dark..light up the dark from within. I will march on even with sore bloody feet...I will bang my fists on the chests of evil even when they are broke and riddled with pain..I will stare death in the face and smirk..knowing I gave it all the fight I had and I stood up to it. I didn't succumb. I didn't cave..I fought and lived brave. That is what I hope is truth..but..you never know what your capable of when shit hits the fan. I just have to try to stay on the right side. Do what I think is best and right for myself and others. And keep being good when it is easier to be evil. That is all any of us can do. All of you out there. Chin up. It is time to think..to prepare...to build your house..make your stand. Where ever you are..whoever you are..I am out there to..doing the same as you. Others are to. We will be alright..no matter what happens to our bodies..no matter what task we have to complete..we will be okay..and in the end, together. They are alone..we never will be. You never walk alone..you have an army that stands with you and above you. God bless you all..each and every one..on both sides. I just want us all to stop fighting...but I think that is most peoples wish..in that is a sign of good to come I would suspect.
I just watch people, and I listen. Half the time I try to speak my mind I am spoken over. I don't know if that is because I am a women, and a soft voiced one at that or if my views are just not something they want to hear because it usually is the opposite approach and one with a peaceful nature. WHY is everyone so mad..so ready to pick up and flood the gates. I mean really...is it that bad?. And is that going to help anyone? No. Obviously we all need to work on our communication skills and then maybe we wont have these issues. I think the whole world needs anger management and communication therapy. For real.
I think a lot about where the world is headed in this day and age and for my future. It is really hard to stomach the fact that I don't see much good in it. I hope for it and I pray for it but when I picture it in my head, I cant see sunshine and rainbows. Not for me in my life time and not for my children. There is such a deep rooted sadness in me. I cant figure it out. I don't know if it is because I believe that humanity as dwindled. And compassion is sizzling out..as well as respect and honor. All the things that once existed, how people once treated one another, it will never be that way again. I feel like the angels are just weeping all the time, if that makes any damn sense to anyone. I mean..look at this world. It is so dark, so angry and bitter, and full of greed and resentment, there is no respect for life..no respect for people. Violence is every where..evilness..just plain black souls. And they come in many..then thousands..now millions. Im just shaking my head. What do I do, how can I..little me do anything to stop this. I just want to wave my hands..scream out.. "STOP IT PLEASE. JUST STOP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR ONE MINUTE> ENOUGH NOW....LET IT GO. COME BACK TO THE LIGHT>>COME BACK TO KINDNESS AND GRACE. BECAUSE WERE KILLING OURSELVES HERE." But even if I did. No one would listen to me. I would be shoved aside and told to shut up or they would march on angrily around me as if I had never said a word. Because people don't want to be stopped or questioned anymore. They have already chosen which way they want to be. And I have never felt more alone in my life. I know that there is good here to, others who feel the way I do..and also feel alone. I take comfort in that..that although we live to our own paths, were all in this together still. Maybe one day our numbers will rise up, that people will take a minute to think and choose peace when making choices. I pray for that every day..in my heart I have faith that we are still capable of that. But it will be a fight..a deep rooted struggle and I know that in someway I have a part to play in it..maybe just for my own life..but I feel like writing or speaking about it will reach others. Maybe spark an idea that gives us cause to fight back against what we don't want to tolerate anymore...what we want to rid the future of. How can we save ourselves from damnation. I have no idea. It is above my level or capacity to know that lol. But I really wish I knew what direction to go. I wish I didn't feel so lost. I guess I just have to dig in and find a reason to fight for. To feel that drive push me to do what I have to do..in what ever way I can to help. Maybe it is small..but every small..every big part makes up the whole. I must look at the big picture..think hard..and prepare for what I fear most. War. I have not slept soundly in quite some time. I don't think I ever will again. A heavy conscience and a saddened soul..knowing there is more ugly coming..and hoping beyond all hope that you are wrong. This is reality. I wont shy from it, I wont run from it. I will learn to harbor in it and grow strength for the fight. I will not go quietly into the dark...I will light up the dark..light up the dark from within. I will march on even with sore bloody feet...I will bang my fists on the chests of evil even when they are broke and riddled with pain..I will stare death in the face and smirk..knowing I gave it all the fight I had and I stood up to it. I didn't succumb. I didn't cave..I fought and lived brave. That is what I hope is truth..but..you never know what your capable of when shit hits the fan. I just have to try to stay on the right side. Do what I think is best and right for myself and others. And keep being good when it is easier to be evil. That is all any of us can do. All of you out there. Chin up. It is time to think..to prepare...to build your house..make your stand. Where ever you are..whoever you are..I am out there to..doing the same as you. Others are to. We will be alright..no matter what happens to our bodies..no matter what task we have to complete..we will be okay..and in the end, together. They are alone..we never will be. You never walk alone..you have an army that stands with you and above you. God bless you all..each and every one..on both sides. I just want us all to stop fighting...but I think that is most peoples wish..in that is a sign of good to come I would suspect.
We are the Same....
Every person begins their journey to live in the same way. We all have to be within a women...grow and develop and then be born. No matter what color or race..this is the process for every human being that has ever lived and currently living. With that said..human beings are not separated by species. In the science world..despite our obvious differences, we are all the same genetic makeup..as in..the same species. The color of some one's skin, or hair or eyes are mutations that happen between the two humans reproducing..an anomaly if you will. African Americans..Caucasians, Hispanic, Asian, Native Americans..all the same..in the same category which is human beings. The changing of the pigment of skin was something we all started with..hate to break it to you..but we all came from Africa..that is where the first human beings to ever exist were created and born..overtime the pigment of the skin began to change due to advancement in the human DNA as it evolved. If your skin is darker, you can still get a sun burn..but you can sustain temperatures longer without getting an easy burn..thus being..that the human species evolved to handle the high temperatures of the earth and the force of the sun. Just like having blue eyes is a medical miracle and anomaly..eyes were never supposed to be blue..it was a birth defect that began to seep into the DNA patterns of people..now many people have blue eyes. Blond hair was also a defect that sprung out and took root, most early humans had dark eyes, dark hair. It was not till much later that blond hair and blue eyes developed..without any help or manipulation from man..it just came to be..because the human species has been adapting one birth at a time since the beginning. Why do you think we live longer, are able to do more physical things and break the norm by doing things no one could before? Our capabilities to think and restore information..our eye sight..all of that has tweaked itself over centuries of births after births..with new people coming together and creating new strains of the species in advancements. So technically speaking...the more we mix types of people..the more new advancements will be created..and the species will continue to develop new and better ways to improver our bodies and systems and qualities...the "white" skin..will eventually die out, and most people will be born with a pigment..because again the earth is getting hotter..the sun more intense..and also..many more people are breeding with multi-cultures creating better skin for the future.
I know that to most its just science mumbo jumbo..but the truth is, were bettering ourselves by breeding outside the same type human beings. Because by doing so creates new cells..new anomaly's and new systems..maybe it will be immune to cancer one day..maybe athletic capabilities will be improved. Everything will only continue to adapt and grow..no matter what way we breed or who we create live with...its just better for science if we mix. Its better for human beings if we mix breeds. I will put it to you this way..okay..your a scientist and your in the lab with a bright green rabbit. It is not died..not man-made..not in any way different from the other bunnies of the world, just the pigment of the skin is altered, but...you discover that this bright green bunny is able to get right into peoples gardens and yards, the prey don't see them because they are too green to be distinct from the grass..and humans only see them when they move...it has somehow changed it's appearance to help his life..all by nature..all on its own design. How would a little bunnies body know to do that? Wouldn't that be fascinating? Well...that is how the first white person felt when the came across a black person..or vice versa..how did the skin do that? Why is their skin different then another in color but not in function or how it is made? Our species had advanced. Then the mixed race began to surface..a mix of both..a little of this or a little of that..eye shape changed, hair changed..but not at all in negative way..more slanted eyes makes you appear youthful for a longer period of time, you will age slower than the rest by appearance..and the hair is able to take higher heat..curls better..just better to work with..easier to manage. Although some women will disagree with that, some women invest a lot of time in their hair..but that is mostly because the DNA is curly or strait or both...if you get a mix it can be more complex to deal with. Its basically about the mix of family hair and what you end up with. Some of us luck out..some of us don't. But, every time you find one that improves lives it just fills you with all this wonder. Why would you ever view it as a bad thing? Why are people so against mixing cultures and people..it only creates more elite, more educated, more seasoned human beings. As far as science goes, I think we were always meant to mix, and that is how we will become the superior species. Yes, we are top of the food chain..but we develop over time the same as any other species..they to evolve over time. But to have the opportunity to experiment with difference, and the brain capacity to break that down and study it is damn right amazing. How can we not be on board with this? I don't understand the logic behind all these disputes on race and what not. Were all the same. We don't have different doctors for different colors..because our systems function in the same like manner...were the same damn species. Pigment...thats all the difference between us. Skin. A covering of our bodies is made exactly the same..just tinted...why is that so complicated to understand and except? Why cant we ever seem to come together as a whole, because we insist on both sides that there is too much difference's. Is there? I don't see any. You wake up, you live your life, your body has the same functions and parts, your emotions and thinking capacity have the same potential despite what obstacles lay between you. We have the same births..the same pregnancy steps..for the same amount of time. We have communities and we love and have emotions, we have talents and gifts that we use to do the things we love to do. We are all the same. That difference is a preference, a state of mind...the truth shall set you free..many a great people have said this. It remains true. Its all right there in black and white...for you to see what you are..what someone who is different than you is...you will have pages of simularities...and maybe 5-10 slight differences..all in which are mostly appearance or medical with dieseases. You want to grow as a people? Do you want to live as the species we were meant to be? Then stop running from difference...it is the very thing that makes this whole species great..and what will lead us into a brighter, healthier, better future. Together is the only way to exist if you want to reach your highest potential..your best selves..your most superior powers...together is how we live by choice or not..so why not make the very best of it? Are you going to let anger and fear stop you from discovering limitless possiblities? Im not..I wont..I refuse. I don't know why anyone would choose the alternative. It just has no sense in it.
I know that to most its just science mumbo jumbo..but the truth is, were bettering ourselves by breeding outside the same type human beings. Because by doing so creates new cells..new anomaly's and new systems..maybe it will be immune to cancer one day..maybe athletic capabilities will be improved. Everything will only continue to adapt and grow..no matter what way we breed or who we create live with...its just better for science if we mix. Its better for human beings if we mix breeds. I will put it to you this way..okay..your a scientist and your in the lab with a bright green rabbit. It is not died..not man-made..not in any way different from the other bunnies of the world, just the pigment of the skin is altered, but...you discover that this bright green bunny is able to get right into peoples gardens and yards, the prey don't see them because they are too green to be distinct from the grass..and humans only see them when they move...it has somehow changed it's appearance to help his life..all by nature..all on its own design. How would a little bunnies body know to do that? Wouldn't that be fascinating? Well...that is how the first white person felt when the came across a black person..or vice versa..how did the skin do that? Why is their skin different then another in color but not in function or how it is made? Our species had advanced. Then the mixed race began to surface..a mix of both..a little of this or a little of that..eye shape changed, hair changed..but not at all in negative way..more slanted eyes makes you appear youthful for a longer period of time, you will age slower than the rest by appearance..and the hair is able to take higher heat..curls better..just better to work with..easier to manage. Although some women will disagree with that, some women invest a lot of time in their hair..but that is mostly because the DNA is curly or strait or both...if you get a mix it can be more complex to deal with. Its basically about the mix of family hair and what you end up with. Some of us luck out..some of us don't. But, every time you find one that improves lives it just fills you with all this wonder. Why would you ever view it as a bad thing? Why are people so against mixing cultures and people..it only creates more elite, more educated, more seasoned human beings. As far as science goes, I think we were always meant to mix, and that is how we will become the superior species. Yes, we are top of the food chain..but we develop over time the same as any other species..they to evolve over time. But to have the opportunity to experiment with difference, and the brain capacity to break that down and study it is damn right amazing. How can we not be on board with this? I don't understand the logic behind all these disputes on race and what not. Were all the same. We don't have different doctors for different colors..because our systems function in the same like manner...were the same damn species. Pigment...thats all the difference between us. Skin. A covering of our bodies is made exactly the same..just tinted...why is that so complicated to understand and except? Why cant we ever seem to come together as a whole, because we insist on both sides that there is too much difference's. Is there? I don't see any. You wake up, you live your life, your body has the same functions and parts, your emotions and thinking capacity have the same potential despite what obstacles lay between you. We have the same births..the same pregnancy steps..for the same amount of time. We have communities and we love and have emotions, we have talents and gifts that we use to do the things we love to do. We are all the same. That difference is a preference, a state of mind...the truth shall set you free..many a great people have said this. It remains true. Its all right there in black and white...for you to see what you are..what someone who is different than you is...you will have pages of simularities...and maybe 5-10 slight differences..all in which are mostly appearance or medical with dieseases. You want to grow as a people? Do you want to live as the species we were meant to be? Then stop running from difference...it is the very thing that makes this whole species great..and what will lead us into a brighter, healthier, better future. Together is the only way to exist if you want to reach your highest potential..your best selves..your most superior powers...together is how we live by choice or not..so why not make the very best of it? Are you going to let anger and fear stop you from discovering limitless possiblities? Im not..I wont..I refuse. I don't know why anyone would choose the alternative. It just has no sense in it.
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