Grief

If I could stand in front of you just for a moment, just one last time.
I think I would never again leave that frame of mind,
To have you here, to hold you close
Id give all my treasures, Id give up life, Id love you the most.

If I could hold you against my beating heart.
If we never ever again had to part.
Id be free to feel happy, to live again.
Please wont you help me? Wont you help me friend?
Tell me how I should walk now, alone and around this distant bend?
Tell me how I stop this hurt within.
Help me friend, help me get free from this dark prison.

Tell me words to make it better, sing me to sleep.
Taking me to the dreams where we meet.
Tell me this isent true, please tell me it is not true.
Please don't let me loose you. Please don't leave me to.

I can not bare a world like this.
I feel as if my life as drown in mist.
I can not take a breath without an ache.
It is me and my heart that repeatedly break.
I want nothing more, then to take this back.
To go down a different path.
Where you are home when I walk in, where there is no aftermath

You died, you left me. You went away. Im alone now.
How, How, How, How How!!!!
How is this possible. How can I do this? How do I go on without you?
Will Life ever be worth living? Will I always wear blue?
What am I without you? Who am I now that I have nothing left?
I blame you, I hate you, you wicked cruel death.