You of the Me inside

I wake up. I move as the sun starts from rise and sets in gloom.
I go to sleep. Dreaming of monsters with your face.
I am consumed with rage.

I say "Good Morning" to your face.
But in my brain I scream "I wish you never woke today."
I tap dance to the melody you choose. I play the perfect Muse.
But in my heart I throw punches at you, toss daggers from the soul.
I secretly and willingly despise you.
You.
You are my greatest Demise.
You.
You are my deepest chastise
You.
You, Are how I really feel about me inside.
Me.
You have killed me this time.